Boundaries

I'm not interested in you
I've got my own things to do
My cup of woe to swallow
My own path to follow

My mind, she won't cooperate
I draw the line, reach a stalemate
Why can't I just forget about you
And concentrate on what I want to do?

There's nothing here and yet I hold on
When it should be God's Will that I depend upon
Help to me to stop thinking of him
Don't leave me swaying on my passion's whim

I've had enough of this energy drain
You get in my way, spiritual wolf's bane
I'm done, I say, I want nothing of this
Except perhaps, a single kiss?

A perpetual player on my conscious' stage
You dance around, spinning, I can't help but engage
It'd be best to leave you to spin alone
Yet these curiosities and temptations, I haven't outgrown

I want peace and stillness,
Not lovesick illness
I don't want these idle fancies and dreams
Please deliver me Lord, from these extremes.