How oh how and I to get through the next half?
My estranged other half made a definite move against the marriage again.
This YOW is hard. And at the same time, it feels like a security blanket in some ways. I feel like I am in a down time again. I have settled into what this is. I am alone. Probably I will be divorced by the end of this year.
It just feels flat. Nothing to do but wait. Nothing I can do. He's not into working on this marriage.
Waiting is hard work.
It's a strange time period. There seems to be just nothingness inside me. Flatness. Emptiness. Is this what waiting feels like?
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